Hey everyone! How are you all doing??? I hope that you have all been doing well. I have been thinking about what I was going to say for awhile. I just keep coming back that we all make choices about our lives and how we feel. I know that it is easier said than done but if someone is treating you badly and with disrespect you are allowed to end that toxic relationship. What we allow is what will continue. I have been learning a lot about children and the way they think and discipline it is important to have structure consistency and love. I know that it gets frustrating but they are just children and we are here to help mold and guide them into better people.
There are times in this life where we feel like we are forced into a corner even then we have choices to make. Dont be angry over the choices that you made them. These choices show us our strength. Keep being a warrior. One day you will look back at everything and be amazed how you made it through everything.
It has been a year since this journey first began. I know that i have changed. I try and think positive but i will be honest sometimes it is hard to get out of my own head. I also can’t believe how much i have changed physically too bad that i had to get sick to get here. I have a lot of people that I will never forget and I am truly grateful for all that they have taught. One of the biggest lessons being….How do you want people to remember you? Do you want them to remember you as a bitch and someone who didn’t care about anyone else or do you want to be remembered as a warm nice caring good person. It is still true that when i first meet people that i have to survey the situation before i warm up and open up. I hope that even when i am in that quiet place that they at least see me as respectful. I don’t want to do anything that would offend someone else. I do know that there has to be a balance of not caring what others think and to just be myself. There has to be a balance of also doing what is right and wrong. At 33 this is most I have been able to just be myself although i do find myself retreating into myself.
So I want to end this one by saying we all have choices to make in this life. BE CAREFUL HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MAY NEED SOMETHING LATER. ALWAYS SHOW LOVE. I KNOW THAT IS EASIER SAID THAN DOES BUT KEEP TRYING EVERY DAY.